Saturday, April 13, 2013

Of forgive, forget and vengeance

I'm so sorry but this will be just another monologue of mine. Like I said before, many thing happen to me and the people around me, and I thank Allah for all the guidance and help. Other than reading the holy Quran's translation, I also bought an inspiring book 2 months ago. 

Aleph by Paulo Coelho. You won't believe just how many pages that I have dog eared and still counting cuz I'm now on the final quarter of the novel. Recently I'm hooked with this para of the novel, here's the excerpt that I love the most;

"I will be capable of loving regardless of whether I am loved in return, 
           Of giving even when I have nothing,
           Of working happily even in the midst of difficulties,
           Of holding out my hand even when utterly alone and abandoned,
           Of drying my tears even while I weep,
           Of believing even when no one believes in me."

           Instead of grief, I choose forgetting. Instead of vengeance, I choose victory.

Sometimes life isn't all about what we have plan ahead. Destiny will be so bright and promising if we let Allah help us along the way. Tawakkal.

Ayu & Yunus and all of us.

Thursday, April 11, 2013


Wow... can you believe it? It has been two month already. Many thing happen within these 60 days. And many thing did not happen too. I laughed, I cried, I smiled, I cranked and I know everything happened for a or many visible or invisible reason.

And now it almost time to leave that building again. Like how it used to be the last time, but this time with more valuable memories to brought home with. Can you guys believe how God can easily answer a question that took me 7 years to figure out? Yes. I've waited for 7 years before finally understand what my master said 7 years ago. The answer came from Allah through that special person. And yes she doesn't even know it.

It's more like symbiosis relationship between me and her. Pray the best for me, and I wish you all the best!