tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-52544243981533241802024-03-13T09:58:52.858+08:00The Talking Words...the thoughts I'd penned...almutarjimahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09061381536133255558noreply@blogger.comBlogger269125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5254424398153324180.post-11859206378891808332013-08-21T19:49:00.001+08:002013-08-21T19:49:48.116+08:00Journey never endsLast Sunday was my ultimate moment of truth. I finally find what I've been missing all this time. That missing jigsaw to complete a puzzle. And that puzzle is me.<br />
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That one jigsaw is so precious that to finally found it cost me a lot of courage, patience, and money. And I'm glad I just smile during the hard time.<br />
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Search back the promise. Your own promise to Allah when He first blow your ruh into your body. Our promise to REMEMBER Allah in our heart 24/7. <br />
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<br />almutarjimahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09061381536133255558noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5254424398153324180.post-87353974192859354892013-07-21T11:31:00.003+08:002013-07-21T11:31:40.406+08:00The PromiseI don't know if you readers ever feel what I feel lately.<br />
Empty. I pray, we pray but still our akhlak was even more ugly than the non muslim.<br />
I always thought by praying five times a day, did some solat sunnah during the wee hour would cleanse my filthy heart.<br />
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But still I know there's something missing.<br />
I know deep down I have to find a way to track what is it that missing.<br />
And since I've been searching...<br />
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Until one day my silat teacher said to me during our practice,<br />
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"I've met my guru's religious guru. He teach me to continue holding on to our promise to Allah when we're still in the womb." So I asked, 'what is the promise then?' 'Read the first revelation sent upon our beloved prophet.' </blockquote>
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There... it hit me.<br />
My spiritual journey is about to be embark once again. <br />
Pray for me.<br />
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Found this on Facebook, not sure bout the 'rub dub dub'. But on thing for sure, we are OBLIGED to remember Allah in our heart 24/7.<br />
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<i><span class="text_exposed_show" style="-webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;"><i>analisis bahawa, Ia adalah<br />'Rub Dub Dub' adalah Bahasa Arab<br />perkataan yang bermaksud<br />1 yang buat satu sama<br />dan Segala yang berkaitan dengan<br />Alam Semesta, Dan<br />yang mempunyai<br />perintah dalam<br />Segala-galanya.<br />Itu adalah "Allah"<br />Jadi ia bermakna Tiap-tiap<br />Degupan jantung berkata:<br />"Allah</i></span></i></div>
almutarjimahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09061381536133255558noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5254424398153324180.post-41365893878118970202013-06-29T12:16:00.000+08:002013-06-29T12:24:19.502+08:00The Beacon<div style="text-align: center;">
Ever feeling dejavu hearing to a song that the lyrics sounds too much like you?</div>
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almutarjimahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09061381536133255558noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5254424398153324180.post-40386094093718881522013-06-08T21:46:00.001+08:002013-06-08T21:46:12.993+08:00InfiniteLast Friday the 7th of June marks another turning point in my life. A dear friend finally leaving for a better promising future. Although we can never expect rainbow all the way but sure we can expect some sun in the middle of the pouring rain.<br />
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I have live for almost 25 years and have been through many farewell. But.. this one is different.<br />
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<i>"When there has been so much love and happiness for someone, it is natural to be reluctant to close such a wonderful chapter in our life. For moving forward is rarely accomplished without considerable grief and sadness. And while our sorrow maybe profound, the clouds will clear and the sun will shine on us again. And in that warm bright light we will find ourselves facing a glorious future. A future of exciting challenges and <b>infinite</b> possibility in which the horizon will stretch out before us rimmed in the heavenly glow of the sunrise of our tomorrow."</i> - The Prince and Me.<br />
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To that beautiful soul, thank you for crossing my path in this winding journey of mine. We'll see each other again, if not here, maybe in another infinite world. You are one of the few person that I cannot classified what's the reason for me to be so close to you...I guess Allah has His own reason. <br />
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<br />almutarjimahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09061381536133255558noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5254424398153324180.post-86509039785757789232013-05-07T21:28:00.000+08:002013-05-07T22:35:54.475+08:00AKU disini<span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline !important; float: none; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;"> Jatuh cinta dengan sajak karangan Rumi. Aku salin yang asal dalam bahasa Inggeris dan terjemah sendiri ke bahasa Melayu. Harap semua maklum bahawa <b>Rumi merupakan ahli sufi, jadi sajak-sajak beliau mempunya maksud yang sangat mendalam dan tidak boleh dibaca sekali lalu saja tanpa mentafsir ertinya. </b></span><br />
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<span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline !important; float: none; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;"><br /></span>
<span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline !important; float: none; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;"> </span>Saban malam, ada seorang lelaki memanggil "Allah"<br />
Hingga bibirnya luka berdarah.<br />
Datang Penasihatnya berkata, "Wahai si Dungu!<br />
...kenapa setelah saban malam memanggil<br />
Tak pernah aku dengar Allah menjawab, "AKU disini?"<br />
Tuan bersungguh-sungguh memanggil tapi...<br />
Terus terang saya katakan, SIA-SIA!"<br />
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Lelaki itu kemudian berasa kosong dan seperti ditinggalkan.<br />
<span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline !important; float: none; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;">Tertekan, dia terus berbaring di lantai</span><br />
<span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline !important; float: none; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;">Dan tertidur dengan nyenyaknya.</span><br />
<span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline !important; float: none; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;">Dalam mimpinya, dia berjumpa satu malaikat yang bertanya kepadanya,</span><br />
<span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline !important; float: none; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;">"Kenapa kamu berputus asa memanggil Allah?</span><br />
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<span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline !important; float: none; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;">Jawab lelaki itu, "Aku sudah jenuh memanggil,</span><br />
<span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline !important; float: none; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;">Namun Allah tak pernah menjawab, "AKU disini."</span><br />
<span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline !important; float: none; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;"><br /></span>
<span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline !important; float: none; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;">Malaikat itu membalas, "Sebenarnya Allah ada berfirman,</span><br />
<span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline !important; float: none; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;">Kamu memanggil namaKu, ialah jawapanKu.</span><br />
<span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline !important; float: none; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;">Kamu ingin dekat denganKu ialah pelajaranKu untukmu.</span><br />
<span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline !important; float: none; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;">Semua usahamu untuk mendekatiKu,</span><br />
<span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline !important; float: none; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;">Sebenarnya ialah usahaKu untuk mendekatimu.</span><br />
<span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline !important; float: none; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;">Takut dan Cintamu ialah tali untuk 'menangkapKu.'</span><br />
<span class="text_exposed_show" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;">Dalam kesunyian yang membaluti setiap yang memanggil nama Allah, </span><br />
<span class="text_exposed_show" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;">Menunggu disebaliknya seribu jawapan "AKU disini."</span><br />
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<span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline !important; float: none; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;"><a href="http://www.facebook.com/mevlana?group_id=0" target="_blank">Rumi</a>. </span><br />
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<span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline !important; float: none; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;">All night, a man called “God”</span> <br />
<span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline !important; float: none; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;">Until his lips were bleeding.</span><br />
<span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline !important; float: none; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;">Then his Adversary said, “Hey! Mr Gullible!</span><br />
<span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline !important; float: none; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;">... How comes you’ve been calling all night</span><br />
<span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline !important; float: none; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;">And never once heard God say, “Here, I AM”?</span><br />
<span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline !important; float: none; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;">You call out so earnestly and, in reply, what?</span><br />
<span class="text_exposed_show" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;">I’ll tell you what. Nothing!”<br /><br />The man suddenly felt empty and abandoned.<br />Depressed, he threw himself on the ground<br />And fell into a deep sleep.<br />In a dream, he met an angel, who asked,<br />“Why are you regretting calling out to God?”<br /><br />The man said, “ I called and called<br />But God never replied, “Here I AM.”<br /><br />The Angel explained, “God has said,<br />“Your calling my name is My reply.<br />Your longing for Me is My message to you.<br />All your attempts to reach Me<br />Are in reality My attempts to reach you.<br />Your fear and love are a noose to catch Me.<br />In the silence surrounding every call of “God” <br />Waits a thousand replies of “Here I AM.”<br /><br /><a data-hovercard="/ajax/hovercard/page.php?id=64655903184&extragetparams=%7B%22group_id%22%3A0%7D" href="http://www.facebook.com/mevlana?group_id=0" style="color: #3b5998; cursor: pointer; text-decoration: none;">Rumi</a></span>almutarjimahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09061381536133255558noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5254424398153324180.post-80980490541200355282013-05-07T13:30:00.000+08:002013-05-07T13:30:51.062+08:00NiatNiat. Tiap satu perbuatan atau pekerjaan kita mesti ada niat dulu. Sebab <i>outcome</i> benda yang dibuat tanpa niat sangat tersasar jauh dari apa-apa yang kita harapkan.<br />
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Contoh:<br />
Masa zaman PMR tahun 2001-2003 dulu aku puluh study sebab niat nak puaskan hati sendiri. Outcome: Dapatlah result yang boleh tahan impressive bagi aku.<br />
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Contoh 2:<br />
Masa zaman SPM tahun 2004-2005 kena paksa masuk sekolah asrama. So..aku riot! Memberontak sepenuh hati. Niat masa tu untuk pay back apa yang parents paksa dengan result yang sangat 'impressive'.<br />
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Haa nampak tak? Allah memang akan ikut apa yang kita nak kalau kita sunguh-sungguh dalam hati mahukan.Cuma kalau ada adik2 yang baca ni tak payahlah ikut apa yang AKAK buat.<br />
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Kenapa?<br />
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Sebab korang punya takdir tak sama macam aku. Meh sambung balik cerita lain (cerita NIAT dah habis k). <br />
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Disebabkan niat gila masa SPM dulu, aku seriously pandang akademik macam pandang neraka. Ponteng kelas, tidur waktu PNP dan sebagainya. On contrary, aku sangat aktif ko-k. Masuk silat gayong, cakra alam, scuba, KRS, kawad kaki. Dan segala puji untuk Allah yang sangat penyayang, pelukis <i>blue print</i> hidup yang sangat ohsem, aku ditakdirkan dapat jumpa satu cikgu yang namanya Anuar Ahmad.<br />
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Cikgu Nuar: gurulatih silat, cakra alam, coach kawad krs, segala mak nenek aktiviti rapelling, scuba and so on.<br />
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Cikgu kata kalau awak percaya SPM tu penentu masa depan, kamu jatuh syirik. Otak masa tu baru berusia 16 tahun dan sangat normal untuk aku terkejut beruk. Lepas bertahun-tahun hidup lepas habis sekolah baru aku gradually digest maksud cikgu.<br />
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Allah tunjukkan sifat penyayang-Nya pada aku dengan temukan cikgu Nuar. Kalau tak... ke laut aku gamaknya! Walaupun result SPM sangat tidak cantik macam PMR dulu tapi di sekolah yang aku rasa macam neraka ni lah aku belajar tentang pelajaran hidup yang sebenarnya. <br />
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Cikgu sekarang tengah frust sampai dia kata nak tinggalkan aktiviti ko-k kat sekolah sebab pengetua nak budak-budak pulun study. Dan aku sangat bersimpati dengan junior-junior yang tak dapat nak merasa penangan cikgu Nuar ni.<br />
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Nota: Skill menulis aku sememangnya aku akui dah tumpul... Assalamualaikum!almutarjimahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09061381536133255558noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5254424398153324180.post-25080398803765740112013-05-02T22:13:00.004+08:002013-05-02T22:13:17.666+08:00Labour Day SpecialAssalamualaikum warohmatullah wabarokatu<br /><br /><i>I'm feeling oldies this few weeks. (what the... ohh Bell, whatever)</i><br /><br />It's May! Month of book and book and more book. I went to KL International Book Fair on Labour Day with some friends from work. And man I'm telling you people are EVERYWHERE. I have to really tell myself to stay calm and not being such a baby throwing tantrum in the packed crowd. <br /><br />My advise, DO NOT go during public holiday/ school holiday. Well unless you love having huge number of students whose on a school trip in their <i>baju batik</i> uniform passing by non-stop. They are everywhere. <br /><br />My catch? Just a latest volume of Gila-Gila mag to revisit my childhood, a novel by Hlovate - Anthem (I swear this one is huge man! You won't find this title on the shelve for more than 5 minutes. I get my copy not from the shelf but from the staff who just came in time to open new stock of this title.), and finally a book by Prof Muhaya - Celik Mata dan Jiwa (managed to get her signature). <br /><br />So that's it for book fest 2013. I really have few idea what to wrote about me :) I mean like, I'm just fine. My cat's fine, a kitten just born a month ago and now he/she is wandering around the house non -stop with his/her <i>penguin's </i>walk. I got my contract extended for 3 more months. (Not so sure if that's a good one.) I have found bunch friends who loves to go for an adventure. Last month went to Gua Tempurung, last week to Sungai Chilling, K.Kubu Bharu.<br />
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Guess that all for now. It was a special labour day after all.almutarjimahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09061381536133255558noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5254424398153324180.post-40167388238667404332013-04-13T12:55:00.005+08:002013-04-13T12:55:57.913+08:00Of forgive, forget and vengeanceI'm so sorry but this will be just another monologue of mine. Like I said before, many thing happen to me and the people around me, and I thank Allah for all the guidance and help. Other than reading the holy Quran's translation, I also bought an inspiring book 2 months ago. <br />
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Aleph by Paulo Coelho. You won't believe just how many pages that I have dog eared and still counting cuz I'm now on the final quarter of the novel. Recently I'm hooked with this para of the novel, here's the excerpt that I love the most;<br />
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<i>"I will be capable of loving regardless of whether I am loved in return, </i></blockquote>
<i> Of giving even when I have nothing,</i><br />
<i> Of working happily even in the midst of difficulties,</i><br />
<i> Of holding out my hand even when utterly alone and abandoned, </i><br />
<i> Of drying my tears even while I weep,</i><br />
<i> Of believing even when no one believes in me."</i><br />
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<i> Instead of grief, I choose forgetting. Instead of vengeance, I choose victory.</i><br />
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Sometimes life isn't all about what we have plan ahead. Destiny will be so bright and promising if we let Allah help us along the way. Tawakkal.<br />
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<br />almutarjimahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09061381536133255558noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5254424398153324180.post-1214360988161392032013-04-11T22:41:00.000+08:002013-04-11T22:41:13.754+08:0060daysWow... can you believe it? It has been two month already. Many thing happen within these 60 days. And many thing did not happen too. I laughed, I cried, I smiled, I cranked and I know everything happened for a or many visible or invisible reason.<br />
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And now it almost time to leave that building again. Like how it used to be the last time, but this time with more valuable memories to brought home with. Can you guys believe how God can easily answer a question that took me 7 years to figure out? Yes. I've waited for 7 years before finally understand what my master said 7 years ago. The answer came from Allah through that special person. And yes she doesn't even know it.<br />
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It's more like symbiosis relationship between me and her. Pray the best for me, and I wish you all the best!almutarjimahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09061381536133255558noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5254424398153324180.post-58627544321346478132013-02-20T16:14:00.000+08:002013-02-20T16:14:02.082+08:00Blogging live from forbidden city.<br />
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I forbade myself.<br />
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God help from such boredom!almutarjimahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09061381536133255558noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5254424398153324180.post-45746963084145382622013-01-16T10:58:00.001+08:002013-01-16T10:58:25.729+08:00I'm feeling good<div style="text-align: center;">
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almutarjimahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09061381536133255558noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5254424398153324180.post-36011773214497484812013-01-14T19:54:00.001+08:002013-01-14T19:57:46.647+08:00Okey DokeyRepeat this mantra.<br />
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"I am happy and excited for this weekend." </blockquote>
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Everything will be okey dokey.<br />
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<i>If someone is crying, give them a hug. That's all it takes.</i><br />
<i><span style="background-color: white; color: #666561; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 20px; text-align: left;">Dareka ga warattetara kata o kumou sore dake de ii</span> </i><br />
<i>If someone is laughing, touch their shoulder. That's all it takes.</i></div>
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<i>If someone is falling apart, snap them out of it. That's all it takes. <br style="background-color: white; color: #666561; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 20px; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #666561; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 20px; text-align: left;">Dareka ga tatta nara sasaereba ii sore dake de ii</span></i></div>
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<i>If someone stands up, support them. That's all it takes. </i><br />
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almutarjimahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09061381536133255558noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5254424398153324180.post-30846634707964773362013-01-06T11:12:00.002+08:002013-01-06T11:45:14.830+08:00Dia<blockquote class="tr_bq" style="text-align: center;">
"Sahabat sejati ialah '<b>dia</b>' yang aku fikir hilang, lalu tiba-tiba datang menyapa tanpa banyak kata-kata. Namun cukup untuk menyentuh hati merindui '<b>dia</b>' semula."</blockquote>
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Terima kasih kepada kamu-kamu yang menjadi '<b>dia</b>' untuk aku.
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Terimalah wahai '<b>dia</b>'.<br />
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<i>"...cukuplah Allah bagi kami dan Dia ialah sebaik-baik tempat diserahkan segala urusan." Al-Imran 173</i></div>
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Terima kasih Hajar untuk video ini.</div>
almutarjimahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09061381536133255558noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5254424398153324180.post-75538930972144534252013-01-05T19:38:00.000+08:002013-01-05T19:44:29.979+08:00How can a Translation embarrassed you? Last week I just made the biggest and the most embarrassing translation mistake ever. My ex-lecture would no doubt kill me or maybe make me study the 7 Context of Meaning by Leech again if they ever know 'bout this.<br />
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Actually it was meant to be soothing a friend who at the time was sad. So I'd decided to sent her a soothing text message. We never converse or text in English so I thought I'll send her few words in Malay instead.<br />
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But being me, gathering the idea to put words for heart problem were never really my expertise. So I just think of the usual words I used in English and decided to just simply translate them to Malay.<br />
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And this, is what I'd sent her; <br />
"Bertahan ya Minah (bukan nama sebenar), kalau kamu rasa nak menangis boleh je pinjam bahu kita."<br />
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An hour later...<br />
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My monologue;<br />
'O crap! what the hell? why on earth did I type those words?'<br />
'Man these sounds so...eeuuww'.<br />
'Geli kot!'<br />
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But hey, this time luck was on my side. The text never reach her. Her maxis number was already inactive.<br />
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So now, I know the power of correct translation. Thank you God for saving me from the embarrassment.<br />
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The original text that I've think of before translated them into the ugly form;<br />
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<b>"Hang in there buddy. If you ever feel like crying, you can always borrow my shoulder."</b></blockquote>
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p/s what will Minah think/ feel if she ever read that text?almutarjimahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09061381536133255558noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5254424398153324180.post-51398612259792727122012-12-30T08:41:00.004+08:002012-12-30T10:30:52.539+08:00Heroes on my ownI haven't visiting Twitter for like months. But yesterday a friend make me. Took me a while to finally realize how I've promised myself to be a survivor. Going thru my previous, I must say I'm impressed to my old me. That dedicated, strong, wild headed ME.<br />
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Something happened and I break down.<br />
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Again.<br />
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I started avoiding real world. Reality is somehow parted from me too.<br />
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There's only one thing I am clinging on right now.<br />
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My dreams.<br />
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That sole reason why I still believe in my hopeless self.<br />
The world doesn't spin for you. You have to ride along.<br />
I want to be a hero even just for one day.<br />
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When you know it's almost impossible to achieve something,</div>
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<b>Keep on aiming on the moon, but shoot for the stars.</b></div>
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<b>Who know you'll miss and hit the moon instead</b><b>.</b></div>
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(quoted from Naim)</div>
almutarjimahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09061381536133255558noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5254424398153324180.post-9577600594894795052012-12-13T08:34:00.001+08:002012-12-13T08:34:17.889+08:00Tamsil hidupSesungguhnya manusia itu sangat lemah sifatnya. Tak berhak dipuja, diagung, diangkat melangit. Manusia akan mudah kecewa bila yang dipuja mula menampakkan sisi lemahnya, lalu mulalah dia menjauhkan diri.<br />
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Jadi, bersederhanalah.<br />
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Tahun Gregorian hampir tiba ke muka barunya. Kalendar tahun Hijrah pula baru saja bermula kira-kira 29 hari yang lalu. Sepanjang tempoh hampir 12 bulan ini, terlalu banyak pelajaran yang Allah kelaskan untuk saya. Tinggal lagi untuk saya sendiri mengkaji, renungi, dan menyimpulkan semuanya.<br />
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Saya tak tahu adakah semua yang berlaku itu rahmat atau musibah Allah. Saya serahkan bulat-bulat kepadaNya, hanya Dia yang tahu apa yang terbaik untuk hambaNya. Saya cuma mampu merancang, walaupun rancangan sejauh 5 tahun, tapi jika dia kehendaki saya hidup cuma setahun, tentulah mati ketika itu yang terbaik untuk saya.<br />
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Jadi bersederhanalah.<br />
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Tahun ini juga nisbah tawa dan air mata saya hampir seimbang. Cuma ketika entry ini ditulis saya sedang demam. Mungkin sebab banyak ketawa dalam masa hampir 2 bulan ini, mungkin ini peringatan Allah untuk saya. Saya lupa untuk bersederhana hingga melukakan badan sendiri. Bukti manusia itu sangat lemah, mudah lupa diri.<br />
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Rabbi faghfirli.<br />
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Semoga hati kita sentiasa tenang. Kembali kepadaNya dengan ridho dan diridhoiNya.<br />
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<br />almutarjimahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09061381536133255558noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5254424398153324180.post-12304812314921231032012-12-04T20:23:00.000+08:002012-12-04T20:23:11.062+08:00Friendship phobicThere is one kind of fear that I always have to bear. The fear or the phobia of getting too close with someone. Be it male or female. To put it in a easy way I'll just call it the 'best friend'. When a stranger starts invading your soul and slowly building a home 'there', I find it very hard to let go. <div>
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Even sekarang pun kalau rindu sangat dengan kawan baik kadang2 sampai menangis. And I hate that, it sounds fool, silly but I am a very sentimental person. For e.g I still keep the entrance ticket to butterfly farm that I went with a good friend like 2 good'ol years ago, a train ticket to Bukit Bendera also with a good friend. And every time I look at it, I must somehow feel something pinching my heart. </div>
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And now, here comes another one on their way to invade. </div>
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...i'm just afraid, eventho knowing that to move on will be the only way.</div>
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almutarjimahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09061381536133255558noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5254424398153324180.post-57768560125160671992012-11-04T22:21:00.003+08:002012-11-04T22:21:49.394+08:00Soft spotI am well known for my boyish attitude, hence same goes in fashion sense. I hate shopping, I prefer sneakers than heels, and I always go for bag pack rather than handbag (well I'm ok with sling but NEVER shoulder bag...EVER).<br />
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Recently I stumble upon this handmade craft blog Shane's Handmade. And to my surprise most of her fabric's theme are vintage and Paris. These two are my weakness, my soft spot. And thank God she's not only making shoulder bag but also sling bag.<br />
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Honestly, I go gaga over her great artistry handwork. Very neat, very elegant (ok this is me talking elegant hah!), very vintage, very cool.<br />
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Visit her <a href="http://www.shanehandmade.com/" target="_blank">blog (click here)</a> or her Facebook page at Shane's Handmade.almutarjimahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09061381536133255558noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5254424398153324180.post-4420938050086838392012-10-21T13:49:00.002+08:002012-10-21T13:49:16.667+08:00The EndThe End.<div>
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Sometimes something begins at the end of something. We always thought the end is miserable, bad, misfortune. But all endings are also beginnings (<i>quoted from The Five People You Meet In Heaven by Mitch Albom</i>). </div>
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The end of heavy monsoon season is always the begin of a new warming season of hope. The end of varsity is the beginning of harsh reality of cruel world (I blame the education system for this one). The end evening rain promising one beautiful rainbow. </div>
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Our life always begins at the end. And lets all have faith for our eternal end in this world before we begin the eternal life in the hereafter.</div>
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My friend, she is the strongest person I know. I just have no idea where on earth does she gets all the strength to go through all off this..burden, trial. Things started go wrong during her last trimester which force the baby to came out earlier than expected. And of course premature babies have a lot of complication. And now she missed her one and only graduation ceremony. She willing to let go for her baby boy was sick and now things got a little serious.<br />
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I'm scared. I'm scared she will loose her strength. So far she won all the battle but who know what will happen later. Will her baby ever get better and grow up normal just like any other kids?<br />
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I now see 'healthy' in a very different point of view. We always disregards our health. When a baby is born many will only ask the gender. We must change that. Be grateful. Always be grateful when you, me, us have our own baby, be grateful when God give us a very healthy child. Because not everyone was given the chance to be born healthy.<br />
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I am grateful to Allah for my health. Thank you Allah.<br />
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<br />almutarjimahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09061381536133255558noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5254424398153324180.post-26577413047514443972012-09-30T20:51:00.003+08:002012-10-09T08:03:38.228+08:00Another side of meI don't know if the people around ever notice of how complex I am. But honestly, I am.<br />
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I seriously don't think any psychiatrist can figure out what actually going on in my head.<br />
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Is it normal for a young person like me to think of killing herself sometimes? I have this kind of thought running thru ever since I was a teenager. Don't worry I don't plan to take my own life. I know Allah is the absolute holder of my life.<br />
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It just that when misfortune comes down on you one by one, it actually took all my guts and spirits away...sometimes my sanity too.<br />
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You know what it's funny that I wrote all this which you can always found in tumblr wrote by unhappy teens around the world. And now here I am.<br />
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I like to write down all the negatives feeling I hold inside but I know doing that wont help. And I like to write down all the positives words too but I know that will make me looks like a total loser. I know you don't get it, I've told you I'm complicated.<br />
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Let just wait and see.almutarjimahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09061381536133255558noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5254424398153324180.post-22585069702667195422012-09-23T22:07:00.002+08:002012-09-23T22:07:30.318+08:00Conteng2Sebenarnya banyak yang nak ditulis disini. Terlalu banyak sampai lupa semuanya. Jadi, sementara aku masih ingat, baiklah aku scribble sikit2 dulu hehe<div>
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#1 Selamat bergraduasi unutk adik2 BATI pada hari ini Ahad. Seronok rasanya tengok gambar diorang konvo, teringat balik memori setahun lepas. :) </div>
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#2 Bulan Disember nanti ada Pesta Buku Malaysia 19-23 Dis. Masa untuk simpan duit supaya dapat laburkan sewenang-wenangnya untuk beli buku nanti.</div>
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#3 Aku baru perasan, aku rasa sangat tidak selesa ambil gambar landskap kalau ada orang lain tengok. hurmmm. Aku lebih suka dengan orang asing, maksudnya orang lain yang tak boleh agak aku bangsa apa, dari negara mana. I love total strangers!</div>
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#4 Dulu aku sangat anti dengan kulit ayam. Sekarang tidak lagi! 4 kali dalam seminggu mesti makan kulit ayam goreng bersalut tepung (demi menambah semula kilogram yang hilang drastik).</div>
almutarjimahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09061381536133255558noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5254424398153324180.post-69143367238437344552012-09-15T20:45:00.003+08:002012-09-15T20:45:52.278+08:00MengenaliMu Just when I thought I already knew Allah, actually little that I know of Him.<br />
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AL- GHAFFAR - menutupi kesalahan hamba-hambanya dengan mengampuni kesalahan mereka.<br />
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Diceritakan bahawa seseorang diarahkan masuk ke dalam neraka. Setelah sepertiga perjalanan, dia menoleh kebelakang sambil terus berjalan. Setelah separuh perjalanan, dia menoleh lagi dan melakukan perkara yang sama setelah dua pertiga perjalanan.<br />
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Allah S.W.T lalu berfirman, "Bawa kembali orang itu ke sini!"<br />
Lalu bertanya kepada, "Kenapa engkau menoleh sehingga tiga kali?"<br />
Orang itu menjawab, "Setelah aku sampai sepertiga perjalanan, aku teringat akan firmanMu:<br />
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<i>Dan TuhanMu Maha Pengampun lagi penuh rahmat. (AL Kahfi 18:58)</i><br />
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Oleh kerana teringatkan firman ini maka aku menoleh dengan penuh harapan mendapat keampunan dan rahmatMu. Setelah sampai separuh perjalanan, aku teringat pula akan firmanMu:<br />
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<i>Siapa lagi yang akan dapat mengampunkan dosa-dosa selain Allah. (Ali Imran 3:135)</i><br />
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Ayat ini menguatkan lagi harapanku, menyebabkan aku menoleh lagi. Setelah aku sampai dua pertiga perjalanan, aku teringat pula firmanMu:<br />
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<i>Katakan hai hamba-hambaKu yang melampaui batas terhadap diri mereka sendiri, janganlah kamu putus harapan dari rahmat Allah. (Al Zumar 39:53)</i><br />
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Semakin bertambahlah harapanku untuk mendapatkan maghfirah dan rahmatMu!" Allah S.W.T kemudian berfirman, "Pergilah engkau, sesungguhnya aku telah mengampunimu!"<br />
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Kisah ini mungkin rekaan Al-Qusyairi sebagai rumusan dalam pengajaran beliau. Kiasah ini ialah sebuah hadith dan dapat ditemui dalam Sahih Muslim, jilid IV, halaman 256 (pentj.)<br />
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<br />almutarjimahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09061381536133255558noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5254424398153324180.post-55410851670222036182012-08-08T14:02:00.002+08:002012-08-08T14:02:55.680+08:00Dreamers always believe in their GodBismillahirrahmanirrahim.<div>
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Today is a day to celebrate someone's existence in this life. It's a she. And this she is special to me. She existed on 8.8.1988 a very 'ong' number for feng shui. Knew her in 2008 (what a coincidence, another 8) during varsity era which past a year back. In summary, I can say she and I, we together learning about life the hard way. She have almost the same way of thinking like I do. We have almost the same high rocket ambitious DREAMs...to sail away. To go just anywhere but home in order to find 'ourselves', that one character who has been hiding so long waiting to come out. Honestly those sounds NUT! And, neither of us have embark a journey to be away. Not yet. </div>
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I knew deep down someday those dreams will come true. Someday she will found herself. I'll found mine. </div>
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I'm writing these down with a heart quite filled with bitterness. A gift by God who always knew whats best when we the slave know nothing. And I hope if she, the celebrated girl reads this, she will always believe with God's super plan because dreamers believe in their God more than anything. </div>
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May Allah give us the strength to make it through. Happy birthday Eza.</div>
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Alhamdulillah sudah masuk Ramadhan ke 9, dan ramadhan ke 9 tahun ini ialah tahun ke 3 The Talking Words lahir. Masih segar lagi dalam ingatan betapa jiwa saya 9 Ramadhan tahun 2010 yang lalu agak kacau. Masa tu masih di USM semester pertama tahun akhir, hidup seorang diri-tiada rakan sebilik, saya tak ada kawan untuk luahkan perasaan. Lagipun saya bukan jenis yang suka meluahkan, saya lebih banyak mendengar luahan orang lain. Jadi di blog inilah altenatifnya untuk saya.<br />
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3 tahun... tempoh yang panjang bagi sesetengah orang. Tapi bagi saya 3 tahun itu hampir ibarat pejam buka mata saja. Sudah macam-macam terjadi sepanjang 3 tahun ini, mencari ilmu di universiti, mencari dan membina diri di negeri orang, merantau jauh dari kampung, mengutip pengalaman termahal melalui kerja sebagai pembantu bilik jahit dan sulaman walau dengna gaji yang kecil, berpuasa semasa bekerja dengan kudrat yang juga sedikit, bergraduasi, cari pengalaman bekerja pula di agensi kerajaan yang saya kira terbaik di Malaysia, mengenal kawan baru yang datang silih berganti, dan kini berniaga dengan bekas rakan2 sekerja.<br />
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3 tahun yang penuh sepak terajang kehidupan, jatuh bangun, luka, tawa, semua itu masih dilalui kerana saya tahu saya akan sentiasa di uji Allah.<br />
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3 tahun yang ada naik turunnya... macam graf prestasi page Facebook perniagaan bistro saya - NutRICHion<br />
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#1 Masa zaman kenaikan...<br />
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Alhamdulillah setakat 3 tahun,3 kali Ramadhan ini, hidup saya penuh dengan warna, penuh dengan lagu rnb, soul, rock, jazz, lagu jiwa :) Jatuh bangun, luka dan suka yang amat berharga. Moga Allah masih sudi beri saya peluang untuk bertemu Ramadhan ke 4 bersama The Talking Words. Terima kasih kerana masih sudi membaca.<br />
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